"They still bear fruit in old age; they are ever full of sap and green."
Psalm 92:14 (ESV)
There is a widow in the Gospel of Luke that I think about often. Her name was Anna. She was married for seven years, and then her husband died. Luke doesn't tell us how he died or how young she was. He doesn't tell us about the nights she cried. He simply tells us she kept coming to the temple to pray, year after year after year.
Then, when she was very old, a young couple walked through the temple courts carrying a baby. And Anna was one of the very first people on earth to recognize who that baby was.
I wonder how many widows believe their story ended on the day his did.
Maybe you've thought it. Maybe you've said it out loud to the empty kitchen.
The best part of my life is over.
It doesn't feel dramatic. It feels like simple math. He was your life for thirty, forty, fifty years. Now the calendar ahead looks thin, and every page of it is missing him.
People mean well when they say, "You have so much life ahead of you." But it can sound like they're talking about someone else.
If you're wondering whether there is real life after losing your husband, you aren't being negative. You're being honest. And honesty is a good place to start. So let's look at Anna together.
01Her story
Seven years, and then a long road
Luke gives her only three verses. But look how much he packs into them.
"And there was a prophetess, Anna, the daughter of Phanuel, of the tribe of Asher. She was advanced in years, having lived with her husband seven years from when she was a virgin, and then as a widow until she was eighty-four. She did not depart from the temple, worshiping with fasting and prayer night and day."
Luke 2:36, 37 (ESV)
Seven years of marriage. Then decades alone. Luke's words can even be read to mean she had been a widow for 84 years, which would make her well over a hundred. Either way, it was a long road.
Her name is a small gift. Anna is the Greek form of the Hebrew name Hannah, channah, and it means grace or favor (Blue Letter Bible). Every time someone called her name, they were saying favored. Even in the years when she may not have felt it.
And notice what Luke skips. He doesn't describe her first year as a widow, or her tenth. Those years were real. The tears were real. Nothing in Anna's story asks you to rush past where you are today.
The early chapters of widowhood are hard. They're supposed to be. Grief is what love does when the person is gone.
02What helps
Life after losing your husband can hold grief and good days
Many widows feel guilty the first time they laugh after the funeral. Or the first time they enjoy a meal, a trip, a new friend. It can feel like a betrayal. How can I be happy when he's gone?
Here's something grief counselors have learned. Grief doesn't usually shrink on a schedule. Instead, your life slowly grows around it. The loss stays. But new rooms get added to the house. A grandchild's visit. A Bible study. A morning walk with a neighbor.
Counselors also talk about continuing bonds. You don't have to "let go" of him to move forward. You carry him with you. His laugh, his sayings, the way he fixed things. Living a good life now isn't leaving him behind. It may be one of the ways you honor him.
What the research shows
Researchers followed older married adults for years, beginning before their spouse died and continuing 18 months after. The most common pattern they found was steady resilience: grief that was real, alongside a life that kept going. Some people carry heavy grief for much longer, and that isn't failure. It's a sign to ask for more help. (Bonanno and colleagues, Journal of Personality and Social Psychology, 2002)
Try this week
Notice one good moment. A warm cup of coffee. A phone call. Sunlight on the kitchen table. Let it be good, without apologizing for it.
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03Still bearing fruit
It isn't too late for you
Have you ever noticed how many old people show up at the beginning of Luke's Gospel? Zechariah and Elizabeth, far past having children. Simeon, waiting to see God's promise before he died. And Anna, a widow in her eighties or older.
God began the greatest story ever told with people who might have thought their time had passed.
"They still bear fruit in old age; they are ever full of sap and green."
Psalm 92:14 (ESV)
That's the verse at the top of this page. Ever full of sap and green. Not dried up. Not finished.
Your next chapter doesn't have to be big. Anna's wasn't, mostly. She simply kept showing up. She prayed. She worshiped. She was there. And because she was there, she was ready when the moment came.
What the research shows
A study of older adults who lost a spouse found that those who volunteered afterward were protected from some of widowhood's toll, with fewer symptoms of depression and a stronger sense that they could handle life. (Li, Journals of Gerontology, 2007)
Try this week
Pick one small place to show up. The same pew on Sunday. A weekly call to someone who lives alone. Rocking babies in the church nursery. You don't need a plan for the rest of your life. Just a place to be this week.
04Your story matters
Your story may help someone else
Here's the part of Anna's story I love most. When she saw the child, she didn't keep it to herself. Luke says she "began to give thanks to God and to speak of him to all who were waiting for the redemption of Jerusalem" Luke 2:38 (ESV).
All those years of waiting and praying turned into words that helped other people hope. Paul wrote about this kind of thing too.
"Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies and God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our affliction, so that we may be able to comfort those who are in any affliction, with the comfort with which we ourselves are comforted by God."
2 Corinthians 1:3, 4 (ESV)
Please hear what this does not say. It doesn't say your husband died so you could help someone. It doesn't say your pain is good. Grief is not a lesson plan.
What it says is that the comfort God gives you doesn't have to stop with you. It's one of the quiet truths of grief support groups. The woman who is two years down the road can often say what no one else can to the woman who is two months in. I know. I've been there. You're going to make it through today.
Someday, maybe not yet, your story may be the one another widow needs to hear.
05Grace came to her
He is not finished with you
Notice how Anna met Jesus. She didn't travel across the country to find Him. She didn't earn the moment with all her fasting. He was carried into the temple, into her ordinary day, by a young mother and father.
That's grace. God coming to us, not us climbing up to Him.
The same God who came to Anna knows where you are tonight. Your story isn't finished, because He isn't finished.
"And I am sure of this, that he who began a good work in you will bring it to completion at the day of Jesus Christ."
Philippians 1:6 (ESV)
If you're not sure where you stand with Jesus, that's okay. You don't have to have it all figured out. The door is open, and you're welcome to learn what a personal relationship with Him really means.
Today's devotional: At That Very Hour, for the long seasons of waiting
Something to sit with this week
What if the next chapter is a continuation, not a replacement?
You don't have to know what it holds. You don't have to feel ready. Just sit with this question for a few minutes: What might God still want to do through my story?
If you'd like, pray something like this.
Lord, some days it feels like my life ended when his did. You know how much I miss him. Thank You that You haven't forgotten me. Help me show up today, right where I am. And if my story can ever comfort someone else, use it. Amen.
Seven years. Then a long road. Then a baby carried through the temple courts, and an old widow who couldn't stop talking about Him. Your story isn't finished either. Some of your best chapters may still be ahead.
Blessings, Pastor Howard
Know a widow who needs this today?
Sometimes the kindest thing is a quiet "I thought of you."
What is one good thing that has surprised you since he died?
A friendship, a small joy, a moment of peace you didn't expect. Tell me in the comments below. I read every comment, and your words might help another widow feel less alone.